Today
Mood:  flirty
Now Playing: Pieces of me by Ashlee Simpson
Omg!! I got a job today, I am so happy!! I really feel like shit, I honestly think I have mono, thanks to Sarah. Shit when I spent the night over at her house last weekend we made out like for 3 hours straight, and it wasn't light making out it was hard core making out, I mean we were humping eachother and feeling up eachother. When we came to my house the next day, we made out for like a hour and I swear I gave her an orgaism(if that is possible from making out!) but shit me and her were like having dry sex, she was grabbing my ass and sqeezing hard has we were humping, she like was going up my shirt and all,caressing my breasts; so naturally I was doing the same to her, I almost took my shirt off but then I thought it might go further then making out and I did not want that, with Elisha yes with Sarah know, I am not attracted to Sarah like I am with Elisha, I mean I think I went out with Sarah to get some fucking action. She was so good though, when ever we stopped making out I would be dizzy. Shit I am getting horny just talking about this!! I really want to grind with Elisha right now, but shit she can't talk to me and it is starting to piss me off!!! I want her so bad, I want her hot sweating body on top of me kissing my neck and taking my shirt and pants off, caressing my clit and breasts!! But that won't happen between us so I should just keep dreaming..

Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Naked by Avril
My friend Sarah is driving me insane, she says she wants to stop cutting a and then like an hour later she needs to run to the bathroom to cut; I don't get it, therefore that is why I told our school counslor because I knew that she wasn't going to stop harming herself. I know this because I was once on that road. I am working really hard not to harm myself in any way. I really don't want to hurt myself and I know that. I gave my last razor to Ms. A and she was so happy for me. I made Sarah give me her razor's she did and I gave them to Ms. A and all she said was "thank you, thank you, thank you." I at least got Sarah starting to realize that she needs help, because she stopped cutting for so long and then just began cutting again(not right). She is my ex- girlfriend and I care for her, but I never really liked her that way, I just wanted a girlfriend. I am still hung up over my spanish teacher; I will get over her eventually.